Monday, 15 September 2014
So this week is officially the start of my holidays and it's not a fun holiday so far but a boring one. I miss a lot of people and what I mean by a lot is that some of those I miss are overseas. My cousins, my aunts and uncles and overseas friends. It's like I'm sort of living a double life as I can say.
I've grown to start talking about my feelings not like last time where I always hide my feelings and dont say it out to anyone like for example, if I'm angry at someone for doing this and that, I'll just keep quiet and smile like what people would usually do but now, it's either I ignore you or I tell it straight to your face. I've also learnt so many things living here in Singapore and one of them is that I should not succumb to the feeing of having so many friends. Trust me, it can really do a lot of emotional damage!
It's better to just have a few close friends that will stand with you through your darkest days. Some friends though, forget about you and follow the famous crowd which fortunately, did not happen to me at all but I've seen a lot of other peoples friends following the popular bunch. I'm not the type who usually unwindingly go on and on and on about how I hate stuff (I'm not a bitch).
Always remember that your just seeing the tip of the iceberg for most people out there! (I will try to post pictures along with my posts starting from next week onwards!)
