Monday, 13 July 2015
I'm not really sure how to start this post but I'm gonna do it this way.
Lately I've been feeling stressed out for nothing and I don't really know why and I feel that everything around me is adding up to the effect. I still have 7 more weeks of internship to go and I'm just trying to hold on and stay strong.
I've tried my best to find out what causes this crazy amount of stress but I can't. Maybe it could be because of a few things? Like waking up early in the morning, people pushing each other in the mrt and going home super late at night but that's ok because it's all for the GPA. Yea, the lengths we go to to get a good grade. Somehow I just wanna be by myself for this month of July and try to set myself to a so called "correct" state of mind and soul to get rid of this depression.
If your wondering, I'm actually feeling depressed and the reason why I just say I'm stressed is because a lot of people go crazy over the word depressed and most might even think that depressed=suicide which is actually not!
This is not the past and I've gotten over all those so called "worst" stuff that happened back then.
So, in short, talking to someone does not necessarily help with your stress/depression.
