No I am not negatively thinking in any possible way. Yesterday, I took a test. A test that could determine my future. A test that could wipe out a whole army unharmed. And the crazy thing is, it's just a test and not even an exam! I shouldn't think too much about the test since everyone is saying, and I quote "it is already over! Stop thinking about it!". So yeah I should stop thinking about it and move on.

School life has really been running fast ever since last week. Is it because it's the last term? Is it because I'm just too worked up thinking about exams? Or is it because school term is nearing its end? All of these thoughts on my mind and it's making me feel kinda sad thinking that I'm about to leave this school and move on to the next phase of my life.

I hope that everything goes well and that 2016 will be a nice and good year to me (in terms of my studies). And sadly, I am in a state of urgency. Urgently want to watch anime again! But I know I have to control my time and wait till exam ends. Peace.

From what I can see, I'm not generalizing everyone or whatsoever but what I'm trying to say is that I see a lot of singers/painters/dancers working hard for their dream and they are already working really hard for it but they still do not achieve their goals. (Pardon me for the bad sentencing). I mean like if you are a painter who works ten times harder than others, shouldn't you be as popular as Pablo Picasso? But no. My point here is that I don't really think that a lot of things are possible in life. Maybe you can achieve goals maybe not but still continue dragging your dreams towards you.

I can say that I like to draw, I like to sing and I like to write poems and stuff and I'm not sure if I will achieve success if I work really hard for it. Right now I do enjoy singing (it sounds bad to some people) but yea I'm gonna try and do my best to keep on improving and from what I can tell, yea I really did improve a lot.

I made a YouTube channel called 'ArcSeraphim' in order to keep track of my singing and to see my improvements and.. (As a storage place for videos because my phone might run out of space). So if you are like me, you like to draw, sing, play the drums or form a band go ahead! Don't waste your youth on dreaming on! Make it happen!

And by the way, I sang a song called 'Bring Me To Life' by the band Evanescence. Click the link to view it and if you did like it, do share it! https://youtu.be/HgWpm3N1VMA

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Yea, we all know that the working world out there is harsh and cruel but we do not have a choice but to enter it and survive. I've heard countless stories of straight 'A' students working at jobs that they do not like, or even at McDonald's. While the bosses of companies are the ones who got straight 'C' in high school. And people are saying that the main problem here is that people are stuck to studying all their life that it becomes a hobby for them. That studying is the only thing that they are good at. I'm not generalizing everyone here but for some that's what it is. Facts. 

There are no straight 'A's in life. It only exists in school and the worst thing of all is that even if you apply your hard work in the working world, it does not guarantee you a promotion or a spot because everyone knows that there will always be someone better than you. But with the right mindset you might make it. And another important thing that everyone should take note and even teachers do tell this to their students before graduating. It's a thing called 'Passion'.

Passion comes into play if you wanna be the best or if you wanna do your best in the real world. If you wanna be a musician, go ahead. No one is stopping you. If you wanna be a doctor because your passion is to help people, then go for it. Like what everyone say, if you are in a job that you are passionate about, or a job that you really like, then you won't have to work for the rest of your life.

It's a really scary/crazy/cruel world out there and you've got to know how to overcome it and do know that you do not get what you want, you get what you need. And for those who are still at school, try to do well in your studies!

Throughout the years, I have seen myself growing and maturing. I would usually sit and wonder why I did all those crazy stupid stuff in the past but that's now over and I don't wanna regret anymore because it's part of growing up. I've gotta say that I was super immature back then and that I never think twice before I do stuff and just go with it even though it is a bad one.

My attitude back then was so bad. Really really bad. But I think that I manage to behave myself and after countless times thinking about it, I was able to grow into a mature person. I am still in touch with old friends, friends that I have back stabbed (and feel sorry for) and they forgave me. And to those that I have said sorry to countless times but still can't accept it, i don't think I should say sorry anymore cuz past is past and we are all gonna become adult soon so I just wish u the best in all your future endeavors!

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