Sunday, 1 May 2016

This week has been a total confusion. I am not really sure if i should expect the unexpected or expect the expected (Im not really sure if that made any sense).

I have been having mind/writers block for this past week and I'm not really sure why but i hope that it goes away soon before the next school week starts. Just imagine, the teacher calls your name and you are like stuck down there and do not know what to say. It is really embarassing but thank goodness everyone knows the answer to the question.

I do feel that my whole life is 'rushed' right now because of poly. I did not expect that poly school life would be so hectic now. So many work to do, so little time and I guess I'll just end here because I dont know what else to say (having writers block right now)..

Its Getting Down For Real

Posted by Unknown
Wednesday, 20 April 2016
I dont really know how to start this post but I'm just gonna do it anyway.

So I'm here on the next step of my learning progression also know as polytechnic. At first I dont really know what to expect from it but I kind of have the basic sense and feeling that it would be the same as ITE. Yea after being here for sometime now (just 3 days), it totally feels different from ITE and I do think that I still need to get used to it.

I'm kinda keeping everything lowkey for this week just to see how it goes. The reason as to why I wanna do this is because I do not want to stray too far away from my studies like what I did when I was in year one of ITE.

On the other hand, the course is kind of interesting. I know that the modules are simple for now but it will get harder as time goes by and I must be prepared for when that time comes.

In Between Crossroads

Posted by Unknown
Friday, 19 February 2016
This week has really been a crazy and short week. There's just so much things going on and I hope that it gets better along the way.

No I am not negatively thinking in any possible way. Yesterday, I took a test. A test that could determine my future. A test that could wipe out a whole army unharmed. And the crazy thing is, it's just a test and not even an exam! I shouldn't think too much about the test since everyone is saying, and I quote "it is already over! Stop thinking about it!". So yeah I should stop thinking about it and move on.

School life has really been running fast ever since last week. Is it because it's the last term? Is it because I'm just too worked up thinking about exams? Or is it because school term is nearing its end? All of these thoughts on my mind and it's making me feel kinda sad thinking that I'm about to leave this school and move on to the next phase of my life.

I hope that everything goes well and that 2016 will be a nice and good year to me (in terms of my studies). And sadly, I am in a state of urgency. Urgently want to watch anime again! But I know I have to control my time and wait till exam ends. Peace.


Crazy week

Posted by Unknown
Tuesday, 26 January 2016
We all hear from our teachers or whoever older than us that we can achieve anything we want if we work hard for it. Right now I'm not really sure if everything is truly possible when you do work hard for it. 

From what I can see, I'm not generalizing everyone or whatsoever but what I'm trying to say is that I see a lot of singers/painters/dancers working hard for their dream and they are already working really hard for it but they still do not achieve their goals. (Pardon me for the bad sentencing). I mean like if you are a painter who works ten times harder than others, shouldn't you be as popular as Pablo Picasso? But no. My point here is that I don't really think that a lot of things are possible in life. Maybe you can achieve goals maybe not but still continue dragging your dreams towards you.

I can say that I like to draw, I like to sing and I like to write poems and stuff and I'm not sure if I will achieve success if I work really hard for it. Right now I do enjoy singing (it sounds bad to some people) but yea I'm gonna try and do my best to keep on improving and from what I can tell, yea I really did improve a lot.

I made a YouTube channel called 'ArcSeraphim' in order to keep track of my singing and to see my improvements and.. (As a storage place for videos because my phone might run out of space). So if you are like me, you like to draw, sing, play the drums or form a band go ahead! Don't waste your youth on dreaming on! Make it happen!

And by the way, I sang a song called 'Bring Me To Life' by the band Evanescence. Click the link to view it and if you did like it, do share it! https://youtu.be/HgWpm3N1VMA

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Bring Me To Life

Posted by Unknown
Friday, 8 January 2016
Here I am. Like any other teenagers, I too have to graduate from school and enter the real world out there. 

Yea, we all know that the working world out there is harsh and cruel but we do not have a choice but to enter it and survive. I've heard countless stories of straight 'A' students working at jobs that they do not like, or even at McDonald's. While the bosses of companies are the ones who got straight 'C' in high school. And people are saying that the main problem here is that people are stuck to studying all their life that it becomes a hobby for them. That studying is the only thing that they are good at. I'm not generalizing everyone here but for some that's what it is. Facts. 

There are no straight 'A's in life. It only exists in school and the worst thing of all is that even if you apply your hard work in the working world, it does not guarantee you a promotion or a spot because everyone knows that there will always be someone better than you. But with the right mindset you might make it. And another important thing that everyone should take note and even teachers do tell this to their students before graduating. It's a thing called 'Passion'.

Passion comes into play if you wanna be the best or if you wanna do your best in the real world. If you wanna be a musician, go ahead. No one is stopping you. If you wanna be a doctor because your passion is to help people, then go for it. Like what everyone say, if you are in a job that you are passionate about, or a job that you really like, then you won't have to work for the rest of your life.

It's a really scary/crazy/cruel world out there and you've got to know how to overcome it and do know that you do not get what you want, you get what you need. And for those who are still at school, try to do well in your studies!


Entering The Real World

Posted by Unknown
Sunday, 3 January 2016

School Reopens

Ahh.. The dreaded words that no kid/teenager likes to hear. Just coming across the word “school” is a already a major turn off! Fortunately for me, I’m in college and I have an extra week of holidays (but the rest starts school tomorrow).

I think by now students are staying up late to complete homework that they promised themselves that they would be doing during the holidays but instead, end up procrastinating till the last day of the holiday. 

So to those going to school tomorrow, have fun! (And good luck!)

  
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School Reopens!

Posted by Unknown
Wednesday, 16 December 2015



Age: 18
Race: Norwegian
Eye color: Blue
Hair color: blonde

Description:
Layla was raised in an orphanage during her early childhood and soon after she became 16, she started working as a peasant helping out farmers. Layla knew that she was not the same as the others because she can feel that she is different. To her surprise, she found out that she could summon imaginary beings just by wishing for them. She is also known as one of the four Christmas warriors and she represents 'Belief'.

Powers & Abilities:
Layla can summon any imaginary creatures upon wishing for them. These creatures can vary from a tiny mouse to a huge dragon and there really is no limitation. However, she cannot summon any human.

Layla, Forest Muse

Posted by Unknown
Tuesday, 15 December 2015



Age: 20
Race: alien/humanoid
Eye color: Unknown
Hair color: Unknown

Description: 
Askor is one of the four Christmas warriors and he represents 'hope'. He is part human part alien and resides in the far corner of the Milky Way. Legend foretold that Askor is the brightest star that everyone sees in the skies during Christmas Eve and catching a glimpse of it brings good luck to anyone. It is also said that his sacred armor is the cause of the 'starlight' effect.

Powers & Abilities:
Askor can teleport anywhere in the galaxy at the speed of light. His armor is made from an unknown substance called stardust metal which is super durable and can withstand a nuclear bomb made from diamonds. His armor can also illuminate itself and shine brighter than the sun causing blindness to those who comes into contact with the armor

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  • Askor, The Northern Star

    Posted by Unknown
    Saturday, 14 November 2015
    Sorry if I have not been posting lately due to my busy schedule. It's just that you know, school is always taking up huge time in our daily lives.

    Throughout the years, I have seen myself growing and maturing. I would usually sit and wonder why I did all those crazy stupid stuff in the past but that's now over and I don't wanna regret anymore because it's part of growing up. I've gotta say that I was super immature back then and that I never think twice before I do stuff and just go with it even though it is a bad one.

    My attitude back then was so bad. Really really bad. But I think that I manage to behave myself and after countless times thinking about it, I was able to grow into a mature person. I am still in touch with old friends, friends that I have back stabbed (and feel sorry for) and they forgave me. And to those that I have said sorry to countless times but still can't accept it, i don't think I should say sorry anymore cuz past is past and we are all gonna become adult soon so I just wish u the best in all your future endeavors!



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    Another day, Another way

    Posted by Unknown
    Monday, 26 October 2015
    So yes here I am again! After being able to survive a day and a half of having depression.

    A scary and dark feeling indeed. But you know, even after all these stuff happening I'm still trying to stay strong and positive day by day because I'm not the only one fighting through this and I know that there are many more people out there and I'm gonna say that if you're one of them, you should keep holding on and do not let go because of you do, many people will be disappointed and sad.

    I know that I'm an often misunderstood person and perhaps I'm sort of mysterious to some people and it's because I'm trying to cool down for a moment and not let stress take over. 

    Sorry for the short post


    I Survived

    Posted by Unknown
    So yes here I am again! After being able to survive a day and a half of having depression.

    A scary and dark feeling indeed. But you know, even after all these stuff happening I'm still trying to stay strong and positive day by day because I'm not the only one fighting through this and I know that there are many more people out there and I'm gonna say that if you're one of them, you should keep holding on and do not let go because of you do, many people will be disappointed and sad.

    I know that I'm an often misunderstood person and perhaps I'm sort of mysterious to some people and it's because I'm trying to cool down for a moment and not let stress take over. 

    Sorry for the short post


    I Survived

    Posted by Unknown
    Thursday, 17 September 2015
    Wazzup was up if anyone is still out there who still waits for my blog to update (if there are even viewers out there) well, I'm not sure if this is a good news but but but, I'm gonna be updating my blog from tomorrow onwards! I'm kinda busy with a lot of stuff right now but I'll make sure to remind myself to update this blog starting tomorrow. 

    I'm also working on my photography Instagram @furankur1n . You can follow me there if you want to and I basically post my pics on that account. 

    So, I guess we'll see each other tomorrow then! Peace out.

    Just a piece of pic from my new insta account

    Hey Humans!

    Posted by Unknown
    Saturday, 15 August 2015
    Sometimes I turn on the computer and just wonder.. What has the world come into? 

    So today I'm gonna be talking about a famous dissing that has been going around the web for the past two days (I guess). It's about Wendy Williams (who I just found out recently) body shaming Ariana Grande. Now many of you might think that I'm on Ari's side but no! I'm not taking a side, I'm just sticking to what is right.

    For those of you who do not know what exactly happened, I suggest you search and watch it on YouTube and you'll understand. Wendy called out to Ariana saying that no matter what she does, she will still be seen as a 12 year old girl to her eyes (pardon me if it's wrong) and that she will not be seen as a woman. Now tell me how messed up that sentence is. Wendy Williams being a person who is against body shaming and bullying but still does this to others. *sigh*
    She even made a statement on her show that bullying is wrong but then, what is all this stuff she's doing?

    Some people say that she's just jealous cuz Ariana is prettier and younger than her and it just makes me "lol" so hard.

    And kudos to Ariana for not fighting her back on this topic!

    Image courtesy by E!

    Wendy Vs Ariana Grande

    Posted by Unknown
    Thursday, 30 July 2015
     
    Get up get up 
    Let me hear you say my name 
    Cuz you know I'm not that lame
    Yea and you know I have a name

    Let me tell you about a girl that I used to meet
    She was hotter on Twitter than the one down the street

    Yea she gave me presents, I gave her gifts
    But what really matters is she does really lift! 

    She was bragging all about it, all night long and I wanted her to stop but I just can't get enough

    Chorus:
    Do you even lift?
    Do do do do do you even lift?
    Do you even lift?
    Do do do do do you even lift?

    Yeah I followed her to the gym the next day
    My mind was telling me that, she was a slay
    She carried the Dumbbells,
    While I lift up the barbells.
    (And never have I ever seen a lifting soul like hers.)

    2nd Chorus:

    Oh do you even lift
    Do you even lift
    (Yea I'm not gonna lie) 
    Do you even lift 
    Do do you even lift
    (So come with me I'll show you what we both can be oh)


    2nd singer: (non-rapper)

    We're a match made in heaven 
    So please don't be leavin 
    I can give you all the love,
    Yea The one that that fool can't 

    Cause you know,
    Yeah you know,
    That We've got one thing in common.

    (Short pause)

    Do you even lift?
    Do do do do do you even lift?
    Do you even lift?
    Do do do do do you even lift?
    Do you even lift?
    Do do do do do you even lift?
    Do you even lift?
    Do do do do do you even lift?


    Monday, 13 July 2015
    I'm not really sure how to start this post but I'm gonna do it this way. 

    Lately I've been feeling stressed out for nothing and I don't really know why and I feel that everything around me is adding up to the effect. I still have 7 more weeks of internship to go and I'm just trying to hold on and stay strong. 

    I've tried my best to find out what causes this crazy amount of stress but I can't. Maybe it could be because of a few things? Like waking up early in the morning, people pushing each other in the mrt and going home super late at night but that's ok because it's all for the GPA. Yea, the lengths we go to to get a good grade. Somehow I just wanna be by myself for this month of July and try to set myself to a so called "correct" state of mind and soul to get rid of this depression.

    If your wondering, I'm actually feeling depressed and the reason why I just say I'm stressed is because a lot of people go crazy over the word depressed and most might even think that depressed=suicide which is actually not!

    This is not the past and I've gotten over all those so called "worst" stuff that happened back then.

    So, in short, talking to someone does not necessarily help with your stress/depression.



    Is this feeling normal?

    Posted by Unknown
    Wednesday, 8 July 2015
    To everyone (if there's anyone) who reads this blog, I'm sorry if I've not updated for a really long time. I was just busy with school stuff and now, I'm having internship. 

    So what's up everyone! I'm here to talk about my internship and it will be useful (I think) for those who are also going for their internship soon. 

    During the first day of my internship, I did not feel nervous because I think after hundreds of presentation I've done last year and this year, I've become numb to the feeling. I think. In fact, you shouldn't even feel nervous about it cuz if you do, then how are gonna survive out in the working world?

    First day went well, second day too, the third day not really.

    The first few days were ok, had some work to do here and there and not really boring till we reach Day 3 where we ran out of stuff to do but as usual, we asked for more things to do. Just a note if you're not doing anything for a while time will be a bitch and run slower. I was trying to keep my phone from dying during the first week cuz I did not know wether I was allowed to charge or not and I was thinking like, what if they found me charging? Will they cut my salary to pay for the electricity bill? 

    Thank goodness that did not happen!

    The place I am attached to currently is nice and does not give too much stress vibe. There is a shower room and a Kitchen, there is no specific clothing so basically you can just wear anything! Just that you have to wear long pants. But there's just something bothering me to this day. It's been jumping up and down in my mind since Week 1...

    Remember when I told that this place has kitchen? (On the top paragraph). Well, among all of the staff, I only see two of the staff using the kitchen and the rest are not! The two staff are the same ones who use the kitchen everyday. Not blaming anyone just wondering why.

    So now It's Week 2 and I'll probably be on-site starting next week so I guess no more office work for me (yay!). But still, there's 8 more weeks to go!
     

    The Internship

    Posted by Unknown
    Tuesday, 16 June 2015
    How to get rid of stomach fats?

    Well, there are many ways to get rid of stomach fats like liposuction and tummy tuck but come on! Do you really have to go that extent when you can just excercise to lose all those fat? Well, I'm here to share some tips to lose stomach fats! 

    Excercise required:

    - 40 squats 
    - 50 jumping jacks
    - 40 crunches
    - 40 bicycle crunches

    So basically these four exercises helped me out in losing most of my stomach fats and I do think that these are good exercises.

    Firstly, find a nice comfortable place to do these exercise. You can choose which order you want them to be as long as you complete 3-4 sets of these exercises. For the younger ones (18-25 YO) out there, try to do 40 squats in less than a minute so that the burning rate will be much higher and it's also partly because we have more energy and we should try to make full use of it. For the rest who are over 30, you guys can take your time but just don't pass by ten minutes! Remeber the maximum time for one of these exercise is 5-10 min depending on your age and capability. And try not to push yourself to much cuz it might cause unnecessary muscle tear or injury.


    After all of these steps, the next thing you wanna do is go for a jog. Rougly 2.4 km in a slow pace without walking. However if you feel tired, do slow down a bit and drink plenty of water.


    For the ones out there who are looking for a more challenging one, try out these!







    Getting fit for all ages!

    Posted by Unknown
    Monday, 25 May 2015

    So I'm here and I know that it's Monday but I'm just gonna head back to time just to tell everyone about a fun Saturday that I had last week.

    So in commemoration of SG50, me along with some of my classmates volunteered to help out with the event and the water collection point specifically. I can say that it was tiring but I really had fun with them even though I got scolded a lot by the elderly for not giving them what they want. But I'm not angry at them because I know they are kind and there's like no point being angry towards elderly it's kinda disrespectful. 

    It was really a very tiring day. Everything started at around 4pm and ended at around 8.15pm! Darn that's longer than I thought! I was also finding it hard to walk since I've been standing for like 6+ hours? (Pardon me, my maths are not good) but still can endur though. Below is a pic taken from the event with awesome classmates!




    Tomorrow will be another nightmare since we're continuing our circuit mounting (if that's what it is called) and there's a whole lot of resistors in it! There's like roughly 40+ resistors? If I'm not wrong. But even though, it's still interesting to do these stuff.. Idk I'm weird.


    Fun SG50 Filled Day!

    Posted by Unknown
    Thursday, 7 May 2015
    the moment Jacob opened the door, he stood silently still by what he has seen... A gruesome box with some unknown words written on it. 

    "Seems like someone had forgotten their invitation card!" Jacob murmured in relief.

    Thinking that the box was a gift for him, Jacob quickly picked it up and was stunned when the box shook and fell over. To his surprise, A black cat pounced off the box as soon he dropped it onto the marble floor. The cat had a scratched name tag that only shows the letter "D" as the visible one. 

    Jacob was still stunned by what had happened but managed to calm himself down and just gazed at the cat that was staring viciously at him. His parents were not aware of what was happening outside so they decided to check and to their shock, Jacob was already lying unconscious on the cold hard marble slab while there were no signs of anything that could have caused it to happen. (Mysteriously, the cat was gone too!). 

    Jacob woke up in his bed the next morning unaware of what happened but vaguely remembering that he had seen a cat. 

    Days and night passed by like autumn leaves and Jacob kept having recurring nightmares that left him with sleepless nights and strange enough, the nightmares were unusual! They were about a cat whose name he always forget once he awoke from his nightmare. Jacob was in a state of confusion not knowing what to do. He could not tell anyone at school because he was afraid that they would just make fun of him and neither can he tell his parents due to a fear of them not trusting his very words.

    Then, on Friday night, something strange began to happen...





    The Cat (Part 2)

    Posted by Unknown
    Monday, 4 May 2015
    Here goes a story of a boy named Jacob Field and the cat he supposedly owned named K.

    It was a hot summer morning when Jacob was on his way to school that he met up with an unfortunate incident. 

    Jacob, the youngest amongst the three siblings, refused to accept any gifts from others and he often do not socialize with his peers and locks himself on his bedroom for the rest of the afternoon every single day. As he was stepping out of the house, an old dark hooded man approached him and whispered these words: "be careful of the dia..". The man's words were cut off by Jacob's mother's voice yelling at him to go to school because he was already late. 

    The principal and Jacob's teacher often called up his parents because they are worried about his grades and That Jacob does not seem to participate in any group activities. Jacob, on the other hand, was not paying much attention to the situation and continues to be this way ever since he was five years old (nobody knows why). 

    Days passed and Jacob's birthday was soon approaching. His parents were in a huge dilemma of what to get for his birthday since he does not like the gifts given to him every year. Little did they know that Jacob's faith has been foretold and that it can't be changed. 

    After much deliberation from his parents, they have decided to throw a party for him and decided not to give him any gift even though it hurts their feelings not doing so. It was a small family party that did not include Jacob's classmates since he does not know them well. "Well.. I guess.. Thanks." Jacob stuttered from his mouths. At this point no one could tell how Jacob was feeling and in a split second, a knock came through the door.

    Startled by the knock, everyone looked at each other wondering who had invited people over. Jacob insisted that it was his birthday and that he should invite the willing person in but the moment he opened the door, he stood silently still by what he has seen...


    The Cat (Part 1)

    Posted by Unknown
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